Award Forecast

It is soon to be TVB's anniversary, so I took Malaysia's AOD Award nomination list as an inspiration, thinking it would most probably be quite similar. Let's see...who my picks are!!!

[I have no clue how to be fair, because I'm biased (to the extreme level) and some of the series are not even out yet.]

My Favorite TV Actor in a Leading Role

Answer: Hard to pick only one between 陳豪, 苗僑偉 and 劉松仁.

My Favorite TV Actress in a Leading Role

Answer: Either 張可頤 or 鍾嘉欣, but 張可頤 is changing company to CTI (which is why TVB will NEVER give it to her), so 鍾嘉欣 it is.

My Favorite TV Drama Series

Answer: 天梯 or 護花危情. Both are heart touching.

My Favorite TV Actor in a Supporting Role

Answer: 蔣志光? Always liked him.

My Favorite TV Actress in a Supporting Role

Answer: That is a difficult category to pick in. 田蕊妮, 江美儀, 郭少芸 or 陳茵媺. *headache* Impossible to choose.

My Favorite TV On-Screen Couple

Answer: 周麗淇 and 黃浩然; or 鍾嘉欣 and 黃宗澤. But why 張可頤 and 陳豪 didn't make the list?

My Favorite TV Most Improved Actor

Answer: Pfffff definitely not 陳志健. 李霖恩 or 梁烈唯.

My Favorite TV Most Improved Actress

Answer: Olala!!! Either it is incredibly hard because all of them are good, or all of them are bad. If I really do have to choose, have to say 高海寧.

Top 15 My Favorite TV Character

Answer:
1- 周麗淇
2- 林保怡
3- 田蕊妮
4- 李詩韻
5- 陳豪
6- 苗僑偉
7- 鍾嘉欣
8- 劉松仁
9- 米雪
10- 黎耀祥
11- 張可頤
12- 陳茵媺
13- Whoever (I don't care)
14- Whoever (I don't care)
15- Whoever (I don't care)

My Favorite TV Most Promising Artist

Answer: 郭少芸. No doubt.

Favorite Heroines

Note: It has been a long time since I last did a survey. So, I believe it is time to make one now.

This contest only concerns my tops of the tops...so you can make sure that Halle Berry's Cat Woman, Jennifer Garner's Elektra and Uma Thurman's Black Mamba are NOT nominated.

Here, take a look at my favorite bad-ass/kick-ass female leads (not placed in any particular order):

Kate Beckinsale as Selene in Underworld

Milla Jovovich as Alice in Resident Evil

Sienna Miller as Ana Lewis/Anastascia DeCobray/The Baroness in G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra

Charlize Theron as Aeon Flux in Aeon Flux

Michelle Yeoh as Lulu Wong/Silver Hawk in Silver Hawk

Famke Janssen as Jean Grey/Dark Phoenix in X-Men

Kelly Hu as Lady Deathstrike in X-Men (rather a villain, but who cares, I like her)

I was hesitant whether to put Angelina Jolie as Lara Croft in Tomb Raider and Scarlett Johansson as Natasha Romanoff in Iron Man. Well~ They were great, but not keuwl enough to make it to my list.

So. Who'd be your winner, taking into account...the character, the actress, the look, the costume, the power/force, and weapons used?

Jealousy...Emotional

It's been bothering me for quite a while now. I need to somehow get this piece out of my body/heart/brain, before it explodes.

I want to believe I'm a generous person who likes to share my goods with others, but unfortunately, I'm not. Today, I am not afraid, anymore, to admit how greedy and selfish I am when it comes to relashionship. No matter if it's family, friends, partner (boyfriend or husband) or colleagues, I wanto be their dearest. In some ways, I see myself as Monica Geller from Friends. Am I crazy or what?

And if you think or try to get those people away from me? *chuckles* Let me tell you in advanced that you're about to make the biggest mistake of your life.

Some people, you like them a lot, but only as friends. And if it goes further and doesn't work out at the end, you not only lose a lover, but a friend as well.

Anyhow, "be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. - Dr. Seuss"

One Of Those Fears

...or should I say, one of my biggest fears of life.

There's been a lot happening lately.

At work - I basically love the place and the people, but there are some that you're just born not to be able to stand them being around. One of them is stressing me out and I feel a hundred tun of pressure whenever she comes near my desk. The other one is simply the laziest ass I've ever seen. I mean, why on earth can she still be holding her position? Since me working there, I only hear complaints from her or her little voice chatting with people. Well~ No wonder you don't have time to do your work...you spent it on talking with your "friends." Another one, her voice is just eardrum breaker, no need to say more. The last one, from the top of my head, is annoying for asking me favors and still don't know my name after all this time.

(The positive side is that the team accepted my existance. I got invited to their secret and private party. Note that not everyone's invited...only the so called "keuwl people." See? I am keuwl.)

Relation - I feel distant with my friends for not having the same work schedule, so don't have much time to catch-up on things. With my family, it is the same old. Partnerwise? Bah! I've been invited to coffee, asked out a couple of times, got some approaches, and one tried to kiss...but none of them felt right.

Entertaintment - Needless to say that I'm in the zombie mood. At first, my 'bro-in-law' initiated The Walking Dead to me by force...which I happen to LOOOOVE. Plus, Resident Evil: Retribution. WOW! I got to say that my brain is in its own little zombie world.

Technology - My Sony Xperia finally died after several suicidal attempts. So, to fill the emptiness in my heart from that loss, I adopted the iphone 4s (because the iphone 5 is not that handsome and isn't much better).

Personal - Was revising my bank statements and other stuffs...found out that the Venetian didn't charge me for my Soul2Soul tickets (not that I have a problem with that, but it's weird, don't you tihnk?) AND they have given me the wrong dates (I'm not even in Vegas the date printed on the tickets). *GASP* What to do? It's written black and white on the invoice that it's no refund and no exchange. *panic* Wrote them an email, but can't wait that long for them to reply, right? So I picked up the phone and dial their hotline number. Turns out that they don't have a clue as to how I got the email, because they have nothing registered under my name and that is why my credit card wasn't charged. Entonces, the nice but confused lady (as much as I am) on the phone help me get the right tickets. *exhales* Thank God, now it's all fixed.

This Is Me

I'll non-stop search for something until I get it. That's how stubborn I am. Now, I am trying to look for something...harder to find...in fact, I don't think it'll be possible to find it in front of the computer.

I want success. I want money. I want someone to lean on. I want my own place.

Siiiiigh!!! Tell me I'll be able to find them one day!

Star Wars Identities

Nora (Female Twi'lek)

I was raised on the city planet Coruscant, where members of my community made their living wherever they could in the crime-filled streets. On holidays my three close friends and I would traditionally abandon the city for the shores of the artificial Western Sea.

My parents required discipline from me and had little warmth to give, but I suppose I did inherit my strong set of intellectual abilities from them. Later on I spent some time with the legendary R2-D2, whose guidance left me with knowledge I still use every day in my job as a senator.

I remember this one time when I took down an enemy command station in a single shot. I didn't let this affect me too much, though; instead I opened a Rebel academy and dedicated my life to training the younger generation.

People often tell me I’m a generally organised and prepared person, I also tend to be adventurous and curious. But the most important thing to me is conformity: I believe that civilisation is built on order and discipline.

The Force is very strong with me, so I wasn't surprised when the Emperor tracked me down. When he offered me limitless power in exchange for my allegiance, I leapt at the chance and turned eagerly to the dark side.

9 Holes

Saturday, August 11, 2012

No. I am not talking about golf. Hmmm! Am I? No~

Had the sudden desire to have another ear piercing. (Was thinking either a tragus, daith or conch) So, spontaneously went to get one with HSK.

First, we went to Ardene (apparently, they are the most reliable in Canada), chose the surgical earring (plastic with light blue stone, in case my sensitive skin gets infection), and paid (20$ per person). Next step would be to decide where the earring should be. As a chicken, I let HSK go first. She had hers on the right helix and didn't even blink her eyes when it got done. Me? Forget it. So troublesome. The girl can't do on the conch, because they are only specialized in the outer part of the ear which could be done with the gun. But, every part inside the ear, because there are bones and nerves, she'd rather not touch and anyway she doesn't have the right instruments (needles) to do it. Aaaargh! What to do? I already paid and can't be reimbursed. Well, ended up having it done on the auricle. Orz

HSK's new piercing on the helix.

But.......where I really wanted it to be is on the conch!!! Ayayaaa!!! I guess my ear was already in pain, so might as well go to the right place and have it done. Right?

Then, the two of us went to Adrenaline. Signed the waiver, paid 80$ (35$ for the piercing, 30$ for the surgical steel 14g earring + tips) and got ready on the chair. *sweat of panic* You should have seen the size of a 14 GAUGE. IT.IS.EFFING.HUGE. Holding on to the arm of the chair, block my breathing to stay steady and think of something other than the pain...TADAAA the hole is there! Euh...but the earring has to be put in the hole. Sheiza!!!

I was literally crying on that chair.

Anyway, I toughed through it. *applauds*

Here's how my ears look righ now.

Left (the picture above): 3 on the lobe, 1 on the conch and 1 on the auricle.
Right: 3 on the lobe (like on the left) and 1 on the helix (like HSK's).

What do you think? Y'like? Personally, I think I met my quota, so no more piercing even if I really like it on the tragus. May like a lot, but can't get all. Afterall, I want to stay cute with my own style (as people say) whether than turning trashy with too many piercings.

Note: I'm still in pain and afraid it'll get infected. Sigh! I guess women would just do anything, run into any trouble, to be pretty. There's no price to beauty.

Note 2: I've also always wanted to have a tattoo (a pair of phoenix wings on the lower back, stars on the neck at the back of the ear or a maoiri design on the side of hand), but in order to stay classy, I'm letting that idea go.

Angel VS Devil

Which do you want to be...

I'm not sure anymore.

As an angel...when you do 1 misplaced action...you are damned.
As a devil...you do 1 good thing...people praises you.

Town Of Silence

This week, I've been working with several middle-aged women who like to talk...share. In a way, it is good to break the boundaries and enhance communications within the office. But, at times, I would love to go to a town where everyone just won't talk. Peace and quiet.

Am I isolating myself, so I don't have a partner? No. I like to share, but it depends with whom. And I choose this person very carefully. Also, I think I might not be able or don't want to adapt my life style to anyone else's. If one wants to be with me, one has to make the effort. Or, if I want to be with one, I have to be lucky that one will be willing to spoil me. (Uh-oh! Am I infected with 'Princess desease'?)

Shania once wrote: When you've been married for so long, you don't know how to be alone in life anymore.

I'd say: When you've been alone for so long, you don't know how to be with someone in life anymore.

Clothing Tip

Just found this on the internet and it speaks my thoughts:

"When it comes to wearing different types of clothing, everything isn’t for every one, but there is one universal rule when it comes to baggy or tight clothing: The baggy to tight (or snug) ratio has to be even. A baggy (loose) shirt, preferably a long-sleeve turtleneck sweater, should be worn with leggings, or slim, snug pants or jeans. If you want to show of your curves, add a skinny (not chunky) belt. If you want to wear baggy (loose) bottoms, then definitely wear a snug top, or fitting top. For example, a pair of drawstring sweatpants, cinched at the waist with a fit graphic t-shirt, or tank top. You can even wear a jacket that’s a size too big, just show the shirt a bit. Please no sports sandals and socks, wear sneakers! Trust me, these tips (no matter how late they were given—sorry!—will not prove you wrong!)"