Back To Ground Zero

Last week, I made the decision to step outside of the demoralizing office and try something new...accept the shopper position.

I did like the whole idea of the job. It was quite different, interesting and challenging.

The only problem I had was the physical demand. I am not saying that I'm weak, but this is genuinely a man's job. Lifting gigantic and heavy boxes' definitely not for a little woman like myself. (Not going to start debating on equality between men and women)

*Sigh* Here is me declining the offer and going back to my old position (tomorrow). *deep breath* Yay! Lets go back and get that you-are-such-a-loser look. Am I exaggerating? No. Not at all. Some people already gave me the speech about how they are going to make my life miserable from now on.

Well~ What do you expect me to say and react? Start crying and quit? Or start bitching?

I am a well educated person. I am not doing none of these non-sense. Moreover, I am not a quitter, so I'll tough this through and make sure that you admit you've under-estimated me from day one.

Hey! No matter what you say behind my back, at least I've tried, I'm being honest with myself and have nothing to regret.

Afterall, the key to success is ambition.

Making The Right Decision

As you all already know, I want out of here so badly that I would genuinely do anything...anything in my power, but nothing illegal. XD

I'm in such misery right now that I would jump on the first opportunity thrown to my face.

And this is what's happening RIGHT NOW. I've been offered to do another position, but is it the right one to take? Or should I be patient? After this hell hole, I've become paranoid. I'm doubting every decision I make...wondering if it's the best.

Anyway. Whatever I say, I still took the chance to try something else and work with better people. *crossing fingers* I will allow myself a 20 days trial and see how it goes. Worst case scenario, I'll look for something else.

It is better to try and accept our own mistake than keep wondering "what if..."