Unpredictable

Life is something you can't foresee...and that is no matter how hard you try. Crystal balls, palm reading, tarot cards, and whatever techniques you may think of, are only tricks. There are no scientific proofs to demonstrate their accuracy.

If you can't rely on any tools to predict your future, why not make your own decisions based on your own knowledge or instinct; and start trusting yourself? At least you won't be letting those stuffs control your faith/love life/career. Make yourself the only person you count on; or blame, if anything goes wrong.

It may seem easy to say, but to actually do it, it's a complete other story. The hardest part of it all... is to confront the unknown.

Despite the uncertainty, no matter what decision I make, I dare not do bad things, because I am a person who believes in karma. I believe that every good action I do, will eventually pay-off one day. (This may be the reason why I think so much and do so little. I am scared to fail myself. I am scared to disappoint people I love. Failure is frightening.) On the other hand, those who do bad things, may be people who don't believe in karma.

Well~ You think karma doesn't exist, because you're not there to witness people surfer their karma. The only thing is, you never know when and how it'll come to you.

You, not knowing (don't forget human beings are still very ignorant on a lot of subjects), doesn't mean it doesn't exist.

Disorders

Now that I think of it...it is not quite fair for a teacher to grade a student (like myself) who's suffering from Anomic Aphasia and Dischronation. No wonder I didn't do good in History classes. It is not my fault if I can't associate names with faces and don't understand the succession and duration of events.

I should go back to school and ask for a grade adjustment.

Prosopagnosia

After watching Faces in the Crowd, starring Milla Jovovich...you'll see yourself interested by the Prosopagnosia disorder.

In Greek "prosopon" = face, and "agnosia" = not knowing...aka Face Blindness.

Can you imagine yourself not recognizing your own reflection? Each time you see your very own face in the mirror, it is like looking at a complete stranger...not to mention your family and friends.

The worst thing for me, would be, not to be able to watch movies like a normal person anymore, because characters faces will keep changing, so the story won't make any sense. *trembling in fear*

I guess my worries are not as great importance as Milla's, in the movie. The killer could literally be standing right in front of her and she won't even know. *GASP*