WHYIIIIIIIII????????

I don't know what i want anymore (not that i knew, but...). I wanted a job and now that I have it, I want something else. I think i prefer (well, I have to. have to have accumulate 400h before going to <stage>) to work somewhere related to what I am studying (in case you don't know, I'm currently studying in tourism). Why can't I just find the right job and get accepted immediately???

I am not that good at accounting, so I am wondering if I applied in the wrong program. I think that I would be happier if I do a BAC in interior design. Why can't I choose the right program before applying??? Why can't I be super smart???

There are a lot of thingSSS which I would like to buy, but I don't necessarily have enough money to do so. This is so depressing. Ok, maybe I want a lot of things, but still. Why can't I be rich???

My sister has a sweet boyfriend. All my friends do have a boyfriend (they might not be the sweetest, the smartest, the handsomest, the richest, ...), but at least they have one. OK! I have to say that I'm not the best on earth, but I'm not that bad either. Why can't I have one too???

Arggggg! I think I should stop right here before I start to CRY.