Note: Before you start to paranoid…I’m not talking about you, but me.
As you all know, I’m leaving in a black-hole right now…this is the reason why I appear so negative and dark. -_-’ The glass is not always half full, it also happens to be half empty.
Honestly…it doesn’t take a genius to know that those words (you don’t need to know what they are, I do) will hurt a girl’s (no matter how tough she is) feelings, right??? I don’t need anybody to psycho-analyze me and come to the conclusion that I’m mentally disturbed. I know what kind of person I am. I (despite of others) also know what my strengths and weaknesses are.
I’m afraid to say this, but…*in a trembling voice* when I’m alone…those not-too-joyful words keep coming to me (like a ghost trying to hunt me down). I’m still struggling, trying to cope, heal, and pull myself out of this depression phase. This is not easy when your brain and heart don’t have an agreement. My brain continues to tell me that it’s fine and no big deal about the incident. On the other hand, my heart says the complete opposite.
If I can’t find a way out…soon…I’ll…collapse.
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