My frustration is back AGAIN and AGAIN

Be prepared. This is going to be very long.

Is it funny how people can be... (sorry, can't find an appropriate word to describe it). I actually changed my mind on my job. I was ready to continue till the end of my BAC.

Okay, back to why I am frustrated. I was in a very good mood this morning. But not since my biggest fear in the world asked me to go into his office. He started to ask alot of things and comment on my work (more reproaches than comments).

First thing he said was, "you can't use msn technique to write in a requête". I said "okay, I won't do it again." What is the problem here. I didn't know that we can't use this kind of writting. Well, just tell me and I won't do it again. He was talking like if he had told me ten million times, which is not true.

Second thing, he asked me if I logon at 13h00 and I said yes. I can't see where the problem is. He told me at the beginning that "it doesn't matter, you logon once you get here. blahblahblah!" So, I did what he said. Find the mistake. Now, he says that he has a budget to respect and he has to know who logged on when. How am I suppose to know that man? Another girl is suppose to work at 14h00 also. She said that it is okay. She did the same thing. Why am I the only one who get yeld on???

Third thing, he keeps coming back with my jeans. Its been a long time that I haven't wear jeans at work. I learned my lesson. Why does he have to keep talking about it? More than that, he said that when I wore my jeans, I was hidding them from him. Well, I mean, is it better if I go dance in front of him to show the fact that I am wearing jeans??? It doesn't make any sense.

Fourth thing, he said that I am doing things by myself, that I don't ask before doing them. Part of it is true. I like to do things that I feel is right to do. What, do you think that I am a stupid or what? By my judgement I can know what I can do and what I can't. Moreover, if I have questions, I ask my collegues first. I won't ask him everything so that he will think that I am a dummy (sure it is what he thinks already).

Fifth, he asked me how was my first weekend working alone. I said great, but I can't say excellent because it won't make any sense though. It is impossible that I don't have questions, which is true. But, instead of calling him, I talked to a collegue on msn to get the answer. Remember that I said "msn is FORBIDDEN"??? Well, I had the intelligence to tell him that I called this person instead of talking on msn. Well, guess what he said. You should have called me. Why didn't you call me? It is not correct to call people during weekends. Okay, WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM? Can I just call a friend?

What does he do anyway? Nothing at all. He sells his stuffs. Using materials of the office to do his personal stuffs. Chat with others. Talking about his children. etc.

I am pretty pissed right now. I wanted to cry when I came out of the office. But, I won't. I am going to be strong and face it. I'm going to show this "little crap" (okay "little crap" is what my close friends call me, so he is the "big fat crap with the face of a tête à claque") that I am capable of something. I am not who he thinks I am.