28.9.10

F***ing Depressed


Remember my RogerPhobia that I talked to you previously? Well, that feeling is coming back. It is kind of hunting me. And, I have the impression that it will hunt for a while again or maybe for the rest of my life. This is not good. If you are wondering why I'm afraid of him. Let me tell you a story. A true story of myself at the job.
This morning, I was doing my best for the "test" in his office (who wouldn't do their best in front of their boss anyway) but he still finds something to criticize. You have to work harder...blahblahblah! WHAT EVER. I don't give a s**t.
One more thing, he kind of used my codes and went into my account and saw msn, which is forbidden (but everybody do use it, so... i do the same thing. what is the big deal?). I'm just hoping that he won't write it in my file to keep record. Don't laugh. He is the kind who write everything down (without missing a word). The last time he gave me a warning (just because I was wearing a pair of jeans) AND wrote it into my file. It is only a call center for technical support at the real estate board (but still it is a call center), nobody see us, why can't we wear jeans??? Isn't that weird. It is not understandable. I'm giving up. I can't stand it anymore. I will still keep that job for the time that I'll find another one in my domain.
P.S. Terribly sorry for my language.

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