Dawn of the DEAF!!!

I had to deal with my hearing problem lately and today it’s…WORST. x_x

Once in a while, my right ear won’t hear anything (like when you’re on a plane and you hear nothing because of the pressure). The only possible thing that I can hear? Is shhhh…(like when no programs’ on your tv, the grey screen) *shhhh continues* The lucky thing is that it’ll eventually go away.

But, I guess my luck came to an end last night… =_=’ *cries*

The shhhh won’t go away. I think I’m officially deaf from 1 ear. *sobs* I better run to the doctor soon. But, what if I have to work? Is it okay to call sick for that? Will my not-competent/stupid/jackass boss thinks that I’m making up a story just to have a sick leave???

What can possibly cause this??? O_O Me watching too much tv (my mother would say)? Me listening too much musics (my volume is relatively low compared to 90% of the population)? Spend too much time on the phone (hate talking on the phone, but have no choice, have to earn a living)?

I DON’T WANT TO BE DEAF!!! I’m too young for that. *stunned* Remember the little girl in the movie Orphan? I’ll have to read lips and signs like her. O M G