One Of Those Fears

...or should I say, one of my biggest fears of life.

There's been a lot happening lately.

At work - I basically love the place and the people, but there are some that you're just born not to be able to stand them being around. One of them is stressing me out and I feel a hundred tun of pressure whenever she comes near my desk. The other one is simply the laziest ass I've ever seen. I mean, why on earth can she still be holding her position? Since me working there, I only hear complaints from her or her little voice chatting with people. Well~ No wonder you don't have time to do your work...you spent it on talking with your "friends." Another one, her voice is just eardrum breaker, no need to say more. The last one, from the top of my head, is annoying for asking me favors and still don't know my name after all this time.

(The positive side is that the team accepted my existance. I got invited to their secret and private party. Note that not everyone's invited...only the so called "keuwl people." See? I am keuwl.)

Relation - I feel distant with my friends for not having the same work schedule, so don't have much time to catch-up on things. With my family, it is the same old. Partnerwise? Bah! I've been invited to coffee, asked out a couple of times, got some approaches, and one tried to kiss...but none of them felt right.

Entertaintment - Needless to say that I'm in the zombie mood. At first, my 'bro-in-law' initiated The Walking Dead to me by force...which I happen to LOOOOVE. Plus, Resident Evil: Retribution. WOW! I got to say that my brain is in its own little zombie world.

Technology - My Sony Xperia finally died after several suicidal attempts. So, to fill the emptiness in my heart from that loss, I adopted the iphone 4s (because the iphone 5 is not that handsome and isn't much better).

Personal - Was revising my bank statements and other stuffs...found out that the Venetian didn't charge me for my Soul2Soul tickets (not that I have a problem with that, but it's weird, don't you tihnk?) AND they have given me the wrong dates (I'm not even in Vegas the date printed on the tickets). *GASP* What to do? It's written black and white on the invoice that it's no refund and no exchange. *panic* Wrote them an email, but can't wait that long for them to reply, right? So I picked up the phone and dial their hotline number. Turns out that they don't have a clue as to how I got the email, because they have nothing registered under my name and that is why my credit card wasn't charged. Entonces, the nice but confused lady (as much as I am) on the phone help me get the right tickets. *exhales* Thank God, now it's all fixed.

This Is Me

I'll non-stop search for something until I get it. That's how stubborn I am. Now, I am trying to look for something...harder to find...in fact, I don't think it'll be possible to find it in front of the computer.

I want success. I want money. I want someone to lean on. I want my own place.

Siiiiigh!!! Tell me I'll be able to find them one day!